its been very long since im back here.. it seems like the work be it my actual paying job or my tuition job or my studies or paper publication, nothing seems to be easy.. im tired but i will press on.. jia you girl.. *pat pat self..

today the bf compared me to the coffee that he drinks.. he is a weird person.. the type of coffee he drinks depends on his mood.. whether it is espresso, latte, cappuccino w or w/o sugar it all depends on his mood..

so it is the same with me.. whether im in my "black" mode, "milky" mode, "bitter" mode, or "sweet" mode, he will "drink" it all.. accepting it as it is The Moment.. a moment he does not want to miss.. even if it is not what he wants..

he is weird.s

Very Berry Strawberry ice cream from the Bf..

Picnic in the morning.. with pesto pasta, tiramisu n hash browns.. first time making tiramisu.. hehe not bad at all..

Sometimes we will forget how blessed we are.. how loved we are by those around us.. how God had never given up on us despite our sins..

Yest
Me: if I don't have enough to pay school fees then I pinjam from u k.. u be my financial sponsor la.. if I don't get the scholarship..

A: of course. U know I always say u can..

Awww... it makes my heart skip a beat on much my friends like me..

Today

Told mom my financial plan for studies n she immediately was thinking about how to get my first semester's fee sorted until I get the scholarship + staff benefit..

I should be a better filial daughter.. =(

Life is full of testings n trials but not one is without God's grace n not one is not within His control..

Thank u Lord.. ^-^

been moody and unmotivated.. >_<

Dr. ET: You are every gamers' dream gf..

Me: I can be every men's dream girl...

Dr. ET: True..

hahaha XD self esteem just hit the roof..

=)

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